Just Because I’m Christian Does Not Mean I Won’t Cuss You
Ahem 😌 She lives and loves to kill them with kindness. But she also has the ability to to have you grasping your chest with the truth of it all. Now I am quite the meek one, quiet, likes to fade into the background. I’m also not the best at standing up…
He Gave Me Life
Sorrow, misery, hurt and despair Is this all that life has to offer? Dead ends, rejection and doors slammed in my face Again and again, never-ending. Feeling lost and alone in this dark, dark world No one to turn to, just me, myself and I. My only…
Spirit
Awaking this morning Something off kilter Waves in and out My spirit off centre Where are you now? Cannot quite pin my finger on it Searching my mind for answers unknown Journeying through my life A thick, thick fog What did I do? Mind cluttered Heart…
My Journey
Where is my life heading? The ever present question Gazing out at the city streets down below I wonder Unsettling tightness in my chest Unease encroaching like clouds on a rainy day My body uncomfortable with the need to move Bigger,…
If
If I knew That meeting you would change my heart If I knew That loving you would leave me with hidden scars If I knew That your touch would give me endless memories If I knew That our story would be a “How Not To Do It”…
Thank God, I am not You
I’m sinking Lower and lower The surface is so far away I’m not even fighting it anymore I’m panicking My breathing restricted I want to get out I don’t know how My heart wants to explode There’s too much strain I need an…
Strong Enough
Maybe I’m not strong enough Maybe I was meant to fall and fail I want to give it up I’m tired of feeling as though I’m losing my mind Forever in my own bubble Suffering in silence You can see the helplessness on my face But you…
Empty My Soul
So much going on inside me My mind fraught with a myriad of thoughts I try to breathe, still my body, my mind, my soul I try to let go Cannot even begin to make sense of my thought process So overwhelmed, the feeling of being really alone encapsulating…
My Kinda Love
I want a hot fiery slap in the face of realisation that I did not know what real love was until I met you. Take me on a roller-coaster ride of our love and life together. Bends of excitement, ups of anticipation and monumental downs. Fuck what people…
Losing Samara Johnson
You. So cool, cold and disinterested. Me. So open, honest and wanting. A whirlwind of a journey you joined me on. Three years of my life I lasted longer than I give myself credit for. Too much to fit into this one space. Deep breaths. You knew exactly…