Somewhere Between Your Life and Mine
I want to sleep with you – not in that way I want to be horizontal with you My head on your chest, listening to your heartbeat Your arms around me as we doze off I want to taste you – not in that way I want to create meals…
It Was Always You
To be looked at is not the same as being seen.To be touched is not the same as being discovered.I do not want to be admired from a distance,nor consumed in passing. I want to be understood.To be considered.To be held in thoughteven when I am not in the…
A Love I Could Not Keep
Both our hearts breaking beneath the weight of goodbye, the pain returning as though it were the very first time. You were someone I prayed for, but never really thought I would get, you came unexpectedly, I was ready, or so I thought. After labouring on…
I Just Don’t Feel Like It
Do you ever feel this way? Here I am again, dedicating myself to writing and blogging on a regular basis, and I am lagging behind already. As much as I try to prioritise, it doesn’t always work out. My days consist mostly of work, eat, sleep and…
Going to Church Again are we?
It had been about 3+ years since I was attending a church on a regular basis. That’s quite a while to go without a chuch community – something I value quite highly. A total of 4 house moves and 2 new cities later and I have finally decided it…
Weaponising Me
Should I open my mouth and tell you my thoughts? You breathe deep, Passively listen. And tell me my thoughts are wrong. The way I think, pisses you off. Is it because my thoughts challenge you? As opposed to gratifying your ego. Man, you are too…
It’s A Scam!
Adulthood, that is I’m going to have to spend the rest of my life being an adult and I don’t know how to feel about that… Do you remember when you were a child and you could not wait to be an adult and do what you want, when you want? I know you…
Same Cycle
I’m back in that cycle again.. of getting up and wanting the day to be over already I’m not suicidal or anything. I’m just not enjoying life right now And I think that’s fair and not out of the ordinary Inflation Living to work Just barely existing I am…
Where Have You Been Girrrrlll???
Child….. Life. I’ve been doing life hunny. Whether that’s thriving, striving, or barely surviving? It’s been a cocktail of all three. Where to even begin? We have so much to catch up on. It’s been almost a year since I last posted I’m trying to remember…
Where Do We Go From Here?
I look at you now And all I feel is distance I’m sat but a few centimetres away Yet it feels like miles It’s been a bumpy season Miscommunication, assumptions and unhappiness Take some space you say? At first it was a “no”, but now I’m not so sure Is…