CB: Motherhood?
This is quite easily one of the things that scares me the most. You know it’s one thing you can’t really take back or have a trial period for? It’s for life. My thoughts and feelings toward Motherhood, especially in regards to becoming a Mother myself…
Protecting my Peace
DND, ignoring messages and utilising airplane mode. I am the most anti-social person. If you knew how many times in a day that I want to throw my phone out the window… but I’m still paying for the dammed thing so that’s not gonna happen 🥴 As I have…
Impromptu Piece: Life Getting in the Way
Hi beautiful people, I hope you’ve all been well. As you can see, I haven’t posted a blog piece for two weeks now. What a mess 🙈 And I know some of you really do read my pieces (which I so appreciate), but I thought I’d take this opportunity to write a…
CB: I Got Read to the White Meat
*insert* Now there are some counselling sessions where your counsellor reads your behind like a book. And I mean “read” like telling you about yourself FULLY. And that is precisely what happened to me. Now I have been having a situation recently (well,…
Anyone Else Lost?
I feel that I frequently return back to my position, on my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking: “WTF is this life?” Please don’t let me be the only one. About 85% of the time (90% on those real wonderful days) I have no freaking idea what I am doing. Or…
His Heart, My Home
Seriously for those of you who don’t know God, I don’t know how you do life. No disrespect, but I would’ve been dead a long time ago if it wasn’t for Him. I need something bigger and more powerful than myself to hold onto when life gets rough, because…
CB: The Need to be Needed
I have come to realise I entertain something that is low-key detrimental to myself and others. This is the “need to be needed”. What a phenomenon. Anyone else suffering with me? I have started to think about where this has stemmed from and I know it’s…
A Letter to my Mummzy
Dear Mum, If you are not a God-send. You loved me at my most unlovable moments; and what means the world is that you had no reason to, you didn’t have to stay, you didn’t have to care, but you did and still do. No one understands how much of a blessing…
CB: I Am Just Not Ready
For dating 😵 I promise I just don’t believe I’ll ever be truly ready and raring to go dating. Whenever I’ve recently gotten myself into a position to get to know someone, I am filled with apathy. I truly cannot be bothered. That doesn’t mean I don’t miss…
The Beauty I Behold
So many thoughts overwhelm my mind, such like worrying a guy I like won’t like me back because I have a fat stomach, bigger arms and prominent thighs. I genuinely feel one of the hardest things to do in life is to fully love yourself. Flaws and all.…