My Bed
It’s past 11 and I lay in bed with nothing to comfort me but my duvet. No one knows me like my bed All alone, feeling lonely I listen to my heart beat,wondering when or if I’ll ever feel another man’s touch. No one knows me like my bed I ponder the…
Real Life vs Imagined Love
Never one to be obnoxious about my personal attributes, but I would say I am a pretty well-rounded person. And I have just realised that in wanting something really badly, I have turned into someone I don’t even recognise… It started rather…
Infinite Rendering of Hearts in our Lifetime
I have just quite possibly had my heart rendered numb. Tears run down my face as I try to steady my breathing. I lie in my bed thinking “how could I have gotten it so wrong?” I had just been told by someone I love that they don’t have romantic…
Why are our parents our parents? (Mother edition)
Obviously we all have to grow up at some stage in life. And I know for me, as I get older and I mature, I reflect a lot on my past. Perceptions of people change from childhood to adulthood. Now my parents weren’t together from the age of 3.…
What is Love?
WHAT IS LOVE IF YOU’RE NOT HERE WITH ME? WHAT IS LOVE IF IT’S NOT GUARANTEED? WHAT IS LOVE IF IT JUST UPS AND LEAVES? WHAT IS LOVE IF YOU’RE NOT HERE NO MORE? WHAT IS LOVE IF YOU’RE NOT REALLY SURE? WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT IS LOVE? I dream about it, I…
Feeling lost. When will I be found?
There are approximately 7.125 billion people in the world and I am just one person. This world is such a huge place, yet many people only venture out to just outside their front door. There’s this film I watched over Christmas called Eat, Pray, Love and…
Losing Samara Johnson
You. So cool, cold and disinterested. Me. So open, honest and wanting. A whirlwind of a journey you joined me on. Three years of my life I lasted longer than I give myself credit for. Too much to fit into this one space. Deep breaths. You knew exactly…
The Journey Begins
Thanks for joining me! Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton