Morning Thoughts

Morning Thoughts

Dear Lord I don't know what I'm doing Today is just one of those days when I want to cut   Isn't it crazy?   Today is one of those…
When?

When?

What a jarring feeling it is to have someone consistently hurt your heart. It is not in me to be malicious and uncaring, therefore when I put myself in a…
Secrets

Secrets

Secrets What are they for? They seem fine when you are keeping them from other people But when people keep them from you...?   It hurts  
Touch

Touch

Touch   Us humans are so sensitive to it Like electricity running through my veins I crave it   Touch   I'm split in two Half of me wants that…
Friends?

Friends?

You hurt me Your nonchalance towards my feelings As long as you're okay Nothing else matters But if it's me It's a problem I can't be okay If you're not…
A Journey

A Journey

I'm sinking Lower and lower The surface is so far away I'm not even fighting it anymore.     I'm panicking My breathing restricted I want to get out I…
Selfish

Selfish

Sad, deflated and confused. I should be happy right now, why do I feel so tearful? It's because I realise I definitely have to share you now. I have enjoyed…
Empty

Empty

What is this void I am trying to fill? Comfort food, promiscuity, and razor blades Where does it all go? I don't feel full.   Within me lies a bottomless…
One Day at a Time

One Day at a Time

I feel like my heart is caving in on itself It's so hard to breathe What's going to happen now? Is there a chapter after this one? I am at…
Growth

Growth

So tight So close I cannot breathe So uncomfortable I want to run But I cannot move I want to leave this place But my body remains stuck So hard…