She Is
Like a plant sprouting from the soil She is Growing Like a caterpillar into a butterfly She is Evolving Like an eagle in the sky She is Soaring Like the sun at dawn She is Radiant She is Destiny She is Purpose She is…
Waves
Why do I feel this way Lord? I feel so alienated Am I doing this to myself? Am I doing this to myself Oh your strength it comes in waves It flows right through my soul Your love it picks me up, wraps me up and takes me whole Your love is all I need…
Morning Thoughts
Dear Lord I don’t know what I’m doing Today is just one of those days when I want to cut Isn’t it crazy? Today is one of those days where I want to watch myself bleed. Now that’s crazy. I want to…
When?
What a jarring feeling it is to have someone consistently hurt your heart. It is not in me to be malicious and uncaring, therefore when I put myself in a position where I am giving some of myself; and not getting anything in return, it’s hurtful.…
Secrets
Secrets What are they for? They seem fine when you are keeping them from other people But when people keep them from you…? It hurts
Touch
Touch Us humans are so sensitive to it Like electricity running through my veins I crave it Touch I’m split in two Half of me wants that touch The other half of me is disgusted by it Repelled but enchanted at the same time…
Friends?
You hurt me Your nonchalance towards my feelings As long as you’re okay Nothing else matters But if it’s me It’s a problem I can’t be okay If you’re not So hypocritical So selfish So self-centred So you
A Journey
I’m sinking Lower and lower The surface is so far away I’m not even fighting it anymore. I’m panicking My breathing restricted I want to get out I don’t know how My heart wants to explode There’s…
Selfish
Sad, deflated and confused. I should be happy right now, why do I feel so tearful? It’s because I realise I definitely have to share you now. I have enjoyed it just being us. I know you need more than me. I know it in my heart. We’ve…
Empty
What is this void I am trying to fill? Comfort food, promiscuity, and razor blades Where does it all go? I don’t feel full. Within me lies a bottomless pit, a black hole All of these comforts I use to help my spirit gets sucked into the…