Not Sure Yet
Displaced. Moving around, trying to find my home. No luck. Each place feels lonlier than the last. I don’t know where I want to be right now. But that’s not quite true… If I’m being completely honest, there’s no where I want…
Church Hurt- Bible College Edition
How does one even begin? I’ll be honest, this has taken a good while to process and there is still a ways to go. But I’ve definitely come a long way. My relationship with church life has always been touch and go, not helped by my frequent…
He Gave Me Life
Sorrow, misery, hurt and despair Is this all that life has to offer? Dead ends, rejection and doors slammed in my face Again and again, never-ending. Feeling lost and alone in this dark, dark world No one to turn to, just me, myself and I. My only…
Worship
Worship In reverence to the one who is Most High No longer a pretender Falling to my knees In complete surrender Worship Meeting each other on the same frequency Tuning out this place, wanting Your embrace Between God and I Our…
Thank God, I am not You
I’m sinking Lower and lower The surface is so far away I’m not even fighting it anymore I’m panicking My breathing restricted I want to get out I don’t know how My heart wants to explode There’s too much strain I need an…
Waves
Why do I feel this way Lord? I feel so alienated Am I doing this to myself? Am I doing this to myself Oh your strength it comes in waves It flows right through my soul Your love it picks me up, wraps me up and takes me whole Your love is all I need…
Empty My Soul
So much going on inside me My mind fraught with a myriad of thoughts I try to breathe, still my body, my mind, my soul I try to let go Cannot even begin to make sense of my thought process So overwhelmed, the feeling of being really alone encapsulating…
Shivers
Dark chocolate brown eyes, staring back at me Full of intense love and passion; Strong toned arms, holding me close Heartbeats in sync; Curly short stubble on his chin Gently scratching my face as he sleeps; His tight body, tense and strong As we ride…
Real Life vs Imagined Love
Never one to be obnoxious about my personal attributes, but I would say I am a pretty well-rounded person. And I have just realised that in wanting something really badly, I have turned into someone I don’t even recognise… It started rather…