Strong Enough
Maybe I’m not strong enough Maybe I was meant to fall and fail I want to give it up I’m tired of feeling as though I’m losing my mind Forever in my own bubble Suffering in silence You can see the helplessness on my face But you…
Tick-Tock
I wish you would just do it Hit me Hit someone Give me a reason I’m waiting You’re going to do it You’ll lose your temper Just look into the mirror for long enough That’s all it’ll take I’m waiting Bit by bit…
Damaged First Love
Sitting here unamused Looking at this man in front of me Who are you? What’s your name? I don’t recognise you I see your features I hear your voice But I don’t know you Who are you? I can no longer smile when I see…
Love & Life
Love. It burns within my soul For you Only for you I get confused How can it be? I’ve fallen in love With you I’m not supposed to love you Not in the way that I do So why do I feel like this? And why am I feeling this about you?…
With You
I feel you guiding me Lord You’re leading me to You So much closer to you I’m slowly but surely letting go And holding onto You and Your grace Thank you. I have complete faith that Your will be done in everything And everything…
180 Degrees
I hate that you can’t show me affection. Why do I have to feel like a weirdo when I want a hug? Why can’t you just show me the kind of love I want to be shown? Why do I even feel this way? Lord, I ask that…
Alone
When I am surrounded by people, Noise to such an amount that I cannot hear my own thoughts All I want is solitide To be by myself Now I have that solitude That peace and quiet It’s not at all like I imagined It’s cold and lonely …
Beyond your Reach
Is it possible to be in two places at once? I manage it all the time now Physically sitting with family watching tv, having mindless conversation Whilst my thoughts are digging deep into the “what if’s” and “what…
Drowning
How is it that I feel like I am suffocating, but I am still alive? How does every single hour of each day feel like an immense struggle, but I endeavour to get up each morning? How is it that I feel like I am drowning, but no can hear me? So hard…
Mind-Boggle
You say “I don’t know who you are anymore.” You say “I don’t trust you anymore.” You say “Being with you is like rolling a dice, picking a number and that would determine how you act.” I ask too many…