One Day at a Time
I feel like my heart is caving in on itself It’s so hard to breathe What’s going to happen now? Is there a chapter after this one? I am at such a loss I don’t even know what to do anymore No longer certain and steadfast We are just…
Growth
So tight So close I cannot breathe So uncomfortable I want to run But I cannot move I want to leave this place But my body remains stuck So hard to keep a smile on my face So hard to keep this positive demeanour I just want to escape I don’t like…
You
Hearing that you don’t know who I am anymore hurts my heart I am still trying to discover who I am. Just please be patient
Empty My Soul
So much going on inside me My mind fraught with a myriad of thoughts I try to breathe, still my body, my mind, my soul I try to let go Cannot even begin to make sense of my thought process So overwhelmed, the feeling of being really alone encapsulating…
Lesson Number
Pain. Darkness. Regret. All these things I feel after doing the deed. No matter how many times I make the same mistake. I am never prepared for the deep hurt I cause myself. Tears come to my eyes. A tightness in my chest. All I want is to curl up in a…
Roller-Coaster
You came into my life like a breath of fresh air, You scared me and enticed me both at the same time. You were different, new, somewhat unpredictable, My complete opposite. I like routine, stability and familiarity, You held not one of these attributes,…
Are We Truly Alone?
My heart beats faster, I start to sweat; I clench my hands wishing someone were here to hold them. I have flashbacks, shocks me to my core; suddenly I am scared, I tremble at the thought of it. No one knows the storm going on within my mind, stuck on…
Real Beauty
What is beauty? I don’t mean what magazines and social media class as beauty, I mean real inner-beauty? The beauty that’s transcendental. Timeless… I have had so many times when I have looked in the mirror and thought “I am so ugly” “I am so fat” and the…
Shivers
Dark chocolate brown eyes, staring back at me Full of intense love and passion; Strong toned arms, holding me close Heartbeats in sync; Curly short stubble on his chin Gently scratching my face as he sleeps; His tight body, tense and strong As we ride…
LOST
My head is a jumble of thoughts, good, bad and ugly I don’t know which way to turn or where to go No one to turn to, all alone I want someone there to tell me everything is gonna be okay But every time I put my faith in someone I am disappointed …