Going to Church Again are we?
It had been about 3+ years since I was attending a church on a regular basis. That’s quite a while to go without a chuch community – something I value quite highly. A total of 4 house moves and 2 new cities later and I have finally decided it…
Weaponising Me
Should I open my mouth and tell you my thoughts? You breathe deep, Passively listen. And tell me my thoughts are wrong. The way I think, pisses you off. Is it because my thoughts challenge you? As opposed to gratifying your ego. Man, you are too…
It’s A Scam!
Adulthood, that is I’m going to have to spend the rest of my life being an adult and I don’t know how to feel about that… Do you remember when you were a child and you could not wait to be an adult and do what you want, when you want? I know you…
Lesson Number
Pain. Darkness. Regret. All these things I feel after doing the deed. No matter how many times I make the same mistake. I am never prepared for the deep hurt I cause myself. Tears come to my eyes. A tightness in my chest. All I want is to curl up in a…
Losing Samara Johnson
You. So cool, cold and disinterested. Me. So open, honest and wanting. A whirlwind of a journey you joined me on. Three years of my life I lasted longer than I give myself credit for. Too much to fit into this one space. Deep breaths. You knew exactly…