Same Cycle
I’m back in that cycle again.. of getting up and wanting the day to be over already I’m not suicidal or anything. I’m just not enjoying life right now And I think that’s fair and not out of the ordinary Inflation Living to work Just barely existing I am…
CB: I Am Fat?
*Phew* this is a difficult one. I’ve had this post in my drafts for months now, but I’m feeling the fear and doing at anyway. Do you know how hard it is to say that word? “Fat”? How society has depicted the word to be a negative connotation. Akin to…
Deja Vu
I moved cities To avoid you The thought of seeing your face Unexpected Double-take, deja vu No longer wonder, nor worry Just a distant memory Another life A former lifetime A Hell I never thought I could escape from…
Lust 🤯
Let’s talk about it. Like really talk. We all know that as humans, we all experience that carnal feeling of Lust. It’s common. But do you know the one place that Lust and anything closely related to it, is a hidden entity? Church. Having been in and out…
CB: Motherhood?
This is quite easily one of the things that scares me the most. You know it’s one thing you can’t really take back or have a trial period for? It’s for life. My thoughts and feelings toward Motherhood, especially in regards to becoming a Mother myself…
The Beauty I Behold
So many thoughts overwhelm my mind, such like worrying a guy I like won’t like me back because I have a fat stomach, bigger arms and prominent thighs. I genuinely feel one of the hardest things to do in life is to fully love yourself. Flaws and all.…
Live Life
As she looks upon the trees outside her window, the sun shining on the green leaves She exhales, such simple beauty is nature What it must be to be a tall beautiful tree, standing strong, providing a home to wildlife This luscious tree, it has…
CB: Hustling on my Own
I went four weeks without a counselling session…. I bet you’re wondering how I survived right? Me too to be perfectly frank. But I’m still here 🥲 So I spent a month away from York, mostly in Birmingham and some time spent in London. This meant that I was…
Let It Go
It’s hard to let go Of the things that are good for us But it’s harder still to let go Of the things that hurt us Because after putting up with that hurt for so long You no longer know how to live without it Sometimes the worst things become our greatest…
CB: How Counselling has Benefitted me Thus Far
I have grown so much!!! My counsellor told me so 😝 And she’s known me since circa 2012. Haha but on a real, counselling has helped me so much. I have learned infinitely more about myself and I am still learning. First off, I’ve learned counselling does…