I try to write, but my words are too jumbled to make full sentences
No relief from this pressure and torment
I just want to cry
But I can’t – it’ll just be an inconvenience
I want cuddles and someone to just listen, but my person has a lot on their mind right now – also feeling ill themselves
I don’t know where to go and I don’t feel like being anywhere in particular
I want to be no where at all
To distract my mind is a brief moment of relief
To be alone with my thoughts is misery
Although I’m in counselling, I still have great difficulty expressing my feelings
I don’t know how to do this
I feel so disconnected from everyone
I feel so low in myself, I should have just stayed home
Some thoughts I’d never say out loud.
