Same Cycle
I’m back in that cycle again.. of getting up and wanting the day to be over already I’m not suicidal or anything. I’m just not enjoying life right now And I think that’s fair and not out of the ordinary Inflation Living to work Just barely existing I am…
Compressed Thoughts
I try to write, but my words are too jumbled to make full sentences No relief from this pressure and torment I just want to cry But I can’t – it’ll just be an inconvenience I want cuddles and someone to just listen, but my person has a…
Why I Prefer Working from Home
No bras for one!!! Now it goes without saying that this current lockdown is a pile of manure, however, I have managed to find many a perk. Care to lean in? Your girl does not have to wear a bra. I repeat: your girl does not have to wear a bra! I mean can…
Strength in Weakness
Anyone else feel like this lockdown is hitting harder the third time around? I do. It tires me out just to think about how it’s affecting me. Here’s the “sitch”: I prayed to God on the way to work in March (the day before I got sent home with a laptop to…
Depress
Depression what a lonely concept Tears, others won’t understand Reasons, limitless Scrubbed out face Deserted place Forgotten, invisible Last in the race The concept of depression is lonely
Friends?
You hurt me Your nonchalance towards my feelings As long as you’re okay Nothing else matters But if it’s me It’s a problem I can’t be okay If you’re not So hypocritical So selfish So self-centred So you
Growth
So tight So close I cannot breathe So uncomfortable I want to run But I cannot move I want to leave this place But my body remains stuck So hard to keep a smile on my face So hard to keep this positive demeanour I just want to escape I don’t like…
Empty My Soul
So much going on inside me My mind fraught with a myriad of thoughts I try to breathe, still my body, my mind, my soul I try to let go Cannot even begin to make sense of my thought process So overwhelmed, the feeling of being really alone encapsulating…
Are We Truly Alone?
My heart beats faster, I start to sweat; I clench my hands wishing someone were here to hold them. I have flashbacks, shocks me to my core; suddenly I am scared, I tremble at the thought of it. No one knows the storm going on within my mind, stuck on…
LOST
My head is a jumble of thoughts, good, bad and ugly I don’t know which way to turn or where to go No one to turn to, all alone I want someone there to tell me everything is gonna be okay But every time I put my faith in someone I am disappointed …