Where Do We Go From Here?
I look at you now And all I feel is distance I’m sat but a few centimetres away Yet it feels like miles It’s been a bumpy season Miscommunication, assumptions and unhappiness Take some space you say? At first it was a “no”, but now I’m not so sure Is…
Not Sure Yet
Displaced. Moving around, trying to find my home. No luck. Each place feels lonlier than the last. I don’t know where I want to be right now. But that’s not quite true… If I’m being completely honest, there’s no where I want…
CB: Came and Left feeling Defeated
One of my last counselling sessions was a difficult one. I had multiple ailings to discuss and was just feeling hopeless about everything. One thing I find difficult is admitting when I’m wrong and then having to receive the confirmations about that fact…
Compressed Thoughts
I try to write, but my words are too jumbled to make full sentences No relief from this pressure and torment I just want to cry But I can’t – it’ll just be an inconvenience I want cuddles and someone to just listen, but my person has a…
CB: I Am Fat?
*Phew* this is a difficult one. I’ve had this post in my drafts for months now, but I’m feeling the fear and doing at anyway. Do you know how hard it is to say that word? “Fat”? How society has depicted the word to be a negative connotation. Akin to…
Coming Soon…!
Hey guys! I am sorry I have been MIA these past few weeks, life really had me by the areolas 🥲 But from next week I’ll be back with more juicy blog posts and a little about what had been happening with me lately. I hope you’re all still with me, I love…
Managing and Feeling my Emotions
“Just because your parents couldn’t manage the discomfort surrounding your emotions doesn’t mean you were or are wrong for feeling them” This is definitely another form of generational trauma passing it’s way down through your geneology. Along with,…
Impromptu Piece: Life Getting in the Way
Hi beautiful people, I hope you’ve all been well. As you can see, I haven’t posted a blog piece for two weeks now. What a mess 🙈 And I know some of you really do read my pieces (which I so appreciate), but I thought I’d take this opportunity to write a…
CB: I Got Read to the White Meat
*insert* Now there are some counselling sessions where your counsellor reads your behind like a book. And I mean “read” like telling you about yourself FULLY. And that is precisely what happened to me. Now I have been having a situation recently (well,…
Anyone Else Lost?
I feel that I frequently return back to my position, on my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking: “WTF is this life?” Please don’t let me be the only one. About 85% of the time (90% on those real wonderful days) I have no freaking idea what I am doing. Or…