His Heart, My Home
Seriously for those of you who don’t know God, I don’t know how you do life. No disrespect, but I would’ve been dead a long time ago if it wasn’t for Him. I need something bigger and more powerful than myself to hold onto when life gets rough, because…
A Letter to my Mummzy
Dear Mum, If you are not a God-send. You loved me at my most unlovable moments; and what means the world is that you had no reason to, you didn’t have to stay, you didn’t have to care, but you did and still do. No one understands how much of a blessing…
CB: I Am Just Not Ready
For dating 😵 I promise I just don’t believe I’ll ever be truly ready and raring to go dating. Whenever I’ve recently gotten myself into a position to get to know someone, I am filled with apathy. I truly cannot be bothered. That doesn’t mean I don’t miss…
The Beauty I Behold
So many thoughts overwhelm my mind, such like worrying a guy I like won’t like me back because I have a fat stomach, bigger arms and prominent thighs. I genuinely feel one of the hardest things to do in life is to fully love yourself. Flaws and all.…
CB: Hustling on my Own
I went four weeks without a counselling session…. I bet you’re wondering how I survived right? Me too to be perfectly frank. But I’m still here 🥲 So I spent a month away from York, mostly in Birmingham and some time spent in London. This meant that I was…
A Letter to my Mother
Dear Mother, We have been through a lot, things I’ve healed from and things I’ll probably always battle with. I mourn for what could’ve been. I miss the good memories where you hugged me and told me you loved me. I sometimes indulge in those memories of…
Let It Go
It’s hard to let go Of the things that are good for us But it’s harder still to let go Of the things that hurt us Because after putting up with that hurt for so long You no longer know how to live without it Sometimes the worst things become our greatest…
Lonely
I look behind me Drifted so far Don’t even remember how I got here So far from everything and everyone I know Was never my intention to drift out to sea Now Lord I ask you to come and get me I’m lonely.
CB: How Counselling has Benefitted me Thus Far
I have grown so much!!! My counsellor told me so 😝 And she’s known me since circa 2012. Haha but on a real, counselling has helped me so much. I have learned infinitely more about myself and I am still learning. First off, I’ve learned counselling does…
CB: I Attract Narcissists???
God Forbid. Just because words mean things. Haha! But I have noticed, some of the men I have attracted have a narcissistic streak. And I began to wonder what was it about me that attracts narcissists. First of all what is a Narcissist? Narcissist:…