Same Cycle
Posted inReal Talk

Same Cycle

I’m back in that cycle again.. of getting up and wanting the day to be over already I’m not suicidal or anything. I’m just not enjoying life right now And…
Not Sure Yet
Posted inPoetry

Not Sure Yet

Displaced. Moving around, trying to find my home. No luck. Each place feels lonlier than the last. I don't know where I want to be right now. But that's not…
Anyone Else Lost?
Posted inDear Diary

Anyone Else Lost?

I feel that I frequently return back to my position, on my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking: “WTF is this life?” Please don’t let me be the only one.…
Depress
Posted inPoetry

Depress

Depression what a lonely concept Tears, others won't understand Reasons, limitless Scrubbed out face Deserted place Forgotten, invisible Last in the race The concept of depression is lonely
The Year Pt 1
Posted inPoetry

The Year Pt 1

Thrown in at the deep end Nothing could have prepared Fast-paced Rod, no staff "so good" So much stuff Christ light snuffed Hands in cuffs No longer on my feet…
Lesson Number
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Lesson Number

Pain. Darkness. Regret. All these things I feel after doing the deed. No matter how many times I make the same mistake. I am never prepared for the deep hurt…
Roller-Coaster
Posted inPoetry

Roller-Coaster

You came into my life like a breath of fresh air, You scared me and enticed me both at the same time. You were different, new, somewhat unpredictable, My complete…