CB: I Don’t Know What That Means!
Anyone else become completely stumped when it comes to figuring out if someone likes you? Am I all alone on this confused hill of mine? With my counsellor, I have been discussing relationships and how I have never been able to tell if someone I like,…
Sometimes a Phone Call isn’t Enough
It’s Saturday and I’m currently cooking some Jamaican Curry Chicken (if you know you know!) I woke up this morning and did seven hours of overtime 6-1 I felt proud of myself, ate some food then watched “This Is Us” (which is the best show I’ve seen in a…
He Gave Me Life
Sorrow, misery, hurt and despair Is this all that life has to offer? Dead ends, rejection and doors slammed in my face Again and again, never-ending. Feeling lost and alone in this dark, dark world No one to turn to, just me, myself and I. My only…
Spirit
Awaking this morning Something off kilter Waves in and out My spirit off centre Where are you now? Cannot quite pin my finger on it Searching my mind for answers unknown Journeying through my life A thick, thick fog What did I do? Mind cluttered Heart…
Stepping Out
Being called on a mission God drawing me forth Accepting the blessing Yet disappearing as I don’t know my worth Words on my heart Put there by God Speaking up, speaking out So scary, so hard Believing I’m not worth listening to Doubting the…
Rain
Dark grey clouds pollute the sky Facing upwards, face assaulted by raindrops Like a plane on a runway My face at mercy to the water running down Silence and absence surrounding my existence It echoes, so loud Lonely? Not a feeling at present Home. At…
Dependant on Your Love
I am depending on love Not the fickle, on-off type of love Not the “I hate you today, love you tomorrow” type Not the “dependant on my mood” type of love Not the fair-weather type I am depending on love Not…
Back to Your Heart
Inevitable loss of direction Overwhelming feeling of rejection End-of-tether reaching Out of options Fatigue so palpable Agony undeniable Weary beyond belief Words given to me Lost in translation In concrete jungle, lost…
River
The urge to let Red River flow Overwhelms me Sharp, silver release The pressure no more Comes and goes the feeling Forever constant the idea Push and pull my faith Steadfast my redeemer Self-destructive human beings are we
My Journey
Where is my life heading? The ever present question Gazing out at the city streets down below I wonder Unsettling tightness in my chest Unease encroaching like clouds on a rainy day My body uncomfortable with the need to move Bigger,…