Weaponising Me
Should I open my mouth and tell you my thoughts? You breathe deep, Passively listen. And tell me my thoughts are wrong. The way I think, pisses you off. Is it because my thoughts challenge you? As opposed to gratifying your ego. Man, you are too…
Same Cycle
I’m back in that cycle again.. of getting up and wanting the day to be over already I’m not suicidal or anything. I’m just not enjoying life right now And I think that’s fair and not out of the ordinary Inflation Living to work Just barely existing I am…
His Heart, My Home
Seriously for those of you who don’t know God, I don’t know how you do life. No disrespect, but I would’ve been dead a long time ago if it wasn’t for Him. I need something bigger and more powerful than myself to hold onto when life gets rough, because…
Singleness in Church
Anyone else feel like being single in church is an almost-sin? I swear it’s treated like a disease we need to be cured from or something. Now I know a lot of Christians aspire to marriage, but let’s not make marriage a goal, rather a preferred part of…
How You Make Me Feel
My favourite thing about you is definitely your smile and second is your laugh – what a blesséd sound To be able to look at you and see the authenticity of your heart – what a loving spirit you hold Being a part of your life, I know I’m…
Sometimes a Phone Call isn’t Enough
It’s Saturday and I’m currently cooking some Jamaican Curry Chicken (if you know you know!) I woke up this morning and did seven hours of overtime 6-1 I felt proud of myself, ate some food then watched “This Is Us” (which is the best show I’ve seen in a…
Worship
Worship In reverence to the one who is Most High No longer a pretender Falling to my knees In complete surrender Worship Meeting each other on the same frequency Tuning out this place, wanting Your embrace Between God and I Our…
Secrets
Secrets What are they for? They seem fine when you are keeping them from other people But when people keep them from you…? It hurts
A Journey
I’m sinking Lower and lower The surface is so far away I’m not even fighting it anymore. I’m panicking My breathing restricted I want to get out I don’t know how My heart wants to explode There’s…
Empty
What is this void I am trying to fill? Comfort food, promiscuity, and razor blades Where does it all go? I don’t feel full. Within me lies a bottomless pit, a black hole All of these comforts I use to help my spirit gets sucked into the…