Selfish
Sad, deflated and confused. I should be happy right now, why do I feel so tearful? It’s because I realise I definitely have to share you now. I have enjoyed it just being us. I know you need more than me. I know it in my heart. We’ve…
You
Hearing that you don’t know who I am anymore hurts my heart I am still trying to discover who I am. Just please be patient
Roller-Coaster
You came into my life like a breath of fresh air, You scared me and enticed me both at the same time. You were different, new, somewhat unpredictable, My complete opposite. I like routine, stability and familiarity, You held not one of these attributes,…
LOST
My head is a jumble of thoughts, good, bad and ugly I don’t know which way to turn or where to go No one to turn to, all alone I want someone there to tell me everything is gonna be okay But every time I put my faith in someone I am disappointed …
My Kinda Love
I want a hot fiery slap in the face of realisation that I did not know what real love was until I met you. Take me on a roller-coaster ride of our love and life together. Bends of excitement, ups of anticipation and monumental downs. Fuck what people…
Real Life vs Imagined Love
Never one to be obnoxious about my personal attributes, but I would say I am a pretty well-rounded person. And I have just realised that in wanting something really badly, I have turned into someone I don’t even recognise… It started rather…
Infinite Rendering of Hearts in our Lifetime
I have just quite possibly had my heart rendered numb. Tears run down my face as I try to steady my breathing. I lie in my bed thinking “how could I have gotten it so wrong?” I had just been told by someone I love that they don’t have romantic…
What is Love?
WHAT IS LOVE IF YOU’RE NOT HERE WITH ME? WHAT IS LOVE IF IT’S NOT GUARANTEED? WHAT IS LOVE IF IT JUST UPS AND LEAVES? WHAT IS LOVE IF YOU’RE NOT HERE NO MORE? WHAT IS LOVE IF YOU’RE NOT REALLY SURE? WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT IS LOVE? I dream about it, I…
Losing Samara Johnson
You. So cool, cold and disinterested. Me. So open, honest and wanting. A whirlwind of a journey you joined me on. Three years of my life I lasted longer than I give myself credit for. Too much to fit into this one space. Deep breaths. You knew exactly…