Posted inPoetry
A Love I Could Not Keep
Both our hearts breaking beneath the weight of goodbye, the pain returning as though it were the very first time. You were someone I prayed for, but never really thought…
Posted inPoetry
Weaponising Me
Should I open my mouth and tell you my thoughts? You breathe deep, Passively listen. And tell me my thoughts are wrong. The way I think, pisses you off. Is…
Posted inFeelings
Where Do We Go From Here?
I look at you now And all I feel is distance I’m sat but a few centimetres away Yet it feels like miles It’s been a bumpy season Miscommunication, assumptions…
Posted inCounselling and Self-Love
CB: Came and Left feeling Defeated
One of my last counselling sessions was a difficult one. I had multiple ailings to discuss and was just feeling hopeless about everything. One thing I find difficult is admitting…
Posted inCounselling and Self-Love
CB: Motherhood?
This is quite easily one of the things that scares me the most. You know it’s one thing you can’t really take back or have a trial period for? It’s…
Posted inCounselling and Self-Love
CB: I Got Read to the White Meat
*insert* Now there are some counselling sessions where your counsellor reads your behind like a book. And I mean “read” like telling you about yourself FULLY. And that is precisely…
Posted inDear Diary Real Talk
A Letter to my Mummzy
Dear Mum, If you are not a God-send. You loved me at my most unlovable moments; and what means the world is that you had no reason to, you didn’t…
Posted inDear Diary Real Talk
A Letter to my Father
Dear Dad, When I look at you, I see all the things you were neglected of from your childhood. Because they were all the things you neglected to provide for…
Posted inCounselling and Self-Love
CB: Hustling on my Own
I went four weeks without a counselling session…. I bet you’re wondering how I survived right? Me too to be perfectly frank. But I’m still here 🥲 So I spent…